-feeling pissed-

i feel.. very tired. zzZzz~ totally drained out fr work. my limit is reachin the max, gettin lotsa shit fr work and im so damn pissed that i reali wan to quickly tender. horrible. everyday, i feel my blood pressure going up and my heart been hurtin a lot recently. *worried* sigh. today, my colleague and i kena another scolding for some stupid stuff which we dunno anythg bout! anythg that goes wrong, we get the blame, fuck. crap~ here we are doing all the shit, clearing all the rubbish, and there one corner, we hear 'them' gossiping and laughing away. hello, we are also human being rite? wtf. wen we talk, we get those 'weird stares'. bloody hell~

i cant wait to get out of here. we are all intending to leave beginning nex yr after bonus and let this dept collasped (la)! wan to see how they gonna survive with 4 staff tendering! *pissed* but i wonder if i can tahan until nex yr? cos i reali feel on the verge of tendering :( thats how bad it is. hubby was against the idea initially, but after he see this dept bullying and making use of us, he told me he's supportive of my decision if i reali wan to tender. sigh, i hope i can make myself stay till bonus.. tho its a very small sum (la) *cries*

hubby's outfield.. the only thg im lookin fwd to is my off day next 2 days :) hubby was given off, so i took leave too. hopefully this 2 days tho short, can make me smile back again. sigh! wanna watch the movie 'break-up'! hehe, tink its gonna be quite a nice show :) i reali nid a break, counting dwn to our bintan trip :) i miss you, my love.

-feeling pissed-

i feel.. very tired. zzZzz~ totally drained out fr work. my limit is reachin the max, gettin lotsa shit fr work and im so damn pissed that i reali wan to quickly tender. horrible. everyday, i feel my blood pressure going up and my heart been hurtin a lot recently. *worried* sigh. today, my colleague and i kena another scolding for some stupid stuff which we dunno anythg bout! anythg that goes wrong, we get the blame, fuck. crap~ here we are doing all the shit, clearing all the rubbish, and there one corner, we hear 'them' gossiping and laughing away. hello, we are also human being rite? wtf. wen we talk, we get those 'weird stares'. bloody hell~

i cant wait to get out of here. we are all intending to leave beginning nex yr after bonus and let this dept collasped (la)! wan to see how they gonna survive with 4 staff tendering! *pissed* but i wonder if i can tahan until nex yr? cos i reali feel on the verge of tendering :( thats how bad it is. hubby was against the idea initially, but after he see this dept bullying and making use of us, he told me he's supportive of my decision if i reali wan to tender. sigh, i hope i can make myself stay till bonus.. tho its a very small sum (la) *cries*

hubby's outfield.. the only thg im lookin fwd to is my off day next 2 days :) hubby was given off, so i took leave too. hopefully this 2 days tho short, can make me smile back again. sigh! wanna watch the movie 'break-up'! hehe, tink its gonna be quite a nice show :) i reali nid a break, counting dwn to our bintan trip :) i miss you, my love.

Ray of Hopes :)

monday blues? hee, not exactly cos my boss is on leave :) until next week, yay! =) short wk this wk, but a lot of things on my mind :/ sigh, the momentum to do my assignment is not here yet *worried* i dun hav the ling gan to write anything :(

did i mention colleague B has tendered her resignation? sigh, thats another cause for worry :/ boss been talkin to me recently, sigh i hope a replacement comes in fast, otherwise its really suffering here. put it in a nice way, my colleagues say "they tink highly of u mah..". well, more like dey dun hav a choice to ask me to help? *cries*

2 wkends before, had dinner @ Din Tai Fung.

awww Xiao Long Pau!! hehe.. *juicy*


hubby's fren happen to walk past and were luffing behind -.-" *hide face*


later at nite, we headed to tis new place (to me) called Farmart. how do u pronounce that? Far Mart? Farm Art? hehe.. its an eating place tho :) surprisingly crowded! lol cos its pretty ulu =p supposedly to wake up early to watch sunrise, but sleepyheads, we end up snoring away :p *tired*

we caught Tokyo Drift & Click over the last 2 wkends. nice! with this $8 ticket for Safra members, even better! hehe..

so last wkend, after 'trying to catch' the fireworks, we headed to MS Xin Wang Cafe (again, hehe) with chan & co for our late dinner *hungry* den quickly head back to zzzZZzz. after much figeting, we got up on a Sunday morning :)

set off time: 510am


venue: from CCK to ECP




arrival time: 550am
















"i hope u know im willing to do anything for baby.. even thu i doze off a few times while driving back. sometimes my lazy bones get in the way!" -hubby.

"i thought it was only in tv shows that i see couples looking at sunrise. now i noe its not!" -my colleague.

after fulfilling our mission, we finally got to smell our bed @ 8am =p *zonked out*

hubby wen bk early to clear stuffs. sigh, he's been havin lotsa problems wif his boss lately. we haven been tokin much every nite due to his busy-ness. i tink both of us are really down on our luck @ work :( i feel reali upset, that things arent going well :/ hopefully the ray of hope.. will bring us more hope in life :) i need.. that additional strength.. till den..

-do you dunno how much you mean to me? you mean the world to me-